I made pie

Apple pie, to be exact. I did use a Pillsbury pie crust, so not THAT ambitious. I do know how to make pie crust, I just had some in the fridge that had been there for....let's not think about that.

And I didn't feel absolutely totally exhausted after making it.

In fact, it was fun. I even let Kate help me, which normally would have just gotten on my nerves. Watching her get excited about baking a pie for Daddy made me smile.

Actually doing things and not feeling completely overwhelmed is a new experience for me.

Is this how normal people live? Do I want to be normal?

Just doing things and not wanting to die inside. What have I been doing my whole life?

I can't help but wonder when the other shoe will drop and I'll be back to being anxious, overwhelmed, and exhausted all the time.

Well, I'm still tired, but not bone crushingly so. I mean, I have kids. Kids who don't go to bed at human hours despite my best efforts.

But I can function and actually adult now.


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